Enforcing Grace: How To Be Healed By God Of Anything

I had an immune system collapse. I was diagnosed with Epstein Barr Virus, CMV Virus and fibromyalgia. I began to understand the revelation of 'retaliation in the spirit' at about halfway through the book. At that point I began to retaliate my way back to perfect health. My energy has returned. I am no longer a victim of every person and virus on earth. I have returned to work and am once again able to enjoy my life.

Jen Miller
Hollywood, CA

I was in sick in bed for 20 years : Everyday of my life I had a debilitating migraine headache. I also had severe food allergies and chemical sensitivities. I was diagnosed with hypo-thyroid syndrome, MCS and chronic fatigue syndrome.

I tried everything, I was a Reiki practioner myself and had also tried many mind/body-therapeutic and wholistic modalities to heal. Nothing worked. I was recommended to Dr. Taylor by a relative who was healed of a lifelong alcohol addiction. He sent me Rev. Julianas' book. As soon as I read the book, something resonated deep in my soul, I knew that I could be healed.

After that very first session- I was able to eat at all foods. Dr. Taylor cast out deception right out of my heart and mind. I was ecstatic- I would get to live my life after all.

Many of the reactions I thought were from food-were not at all- Dr. Taylor did a completely different kind of diagnosis-she diagnosed my heart. My real problem : I was not taking care of myself.

Old patterns of being a family caretaker, putting others before myself and allowing my expression to be oppressed was the root problem. I was constantly allowing myself to be disempowered. At first it was hard to beleive-all these years- so many Doctors all wrong- treating what didn't even exist.

Dr. Taylor would ask the Lord to reveal the truth via revelation- then direct my personal step of faith. Like a child, I had to learn how to take care of myself- how do put guilt and condemnation aside and honor my own purpose. Though this process was highly spiritual always in the anointing of the Holy Spirit- it was extremely grounded and practical- I returned to reality.

I also learned how to forgive myself and enforce God's grace over my physical reactions. I had power over my symptoms.

I think the most powerful part of this work is the proper identification of what is really going on. Coming out of years of generationally inherited denial is the biggest blessing of all. God wanted me to take care of myself.

Anne B
Sarasota, FL

I had spent years in therapy trying to 'heal' relationship problems... When I read this book I find I naturally begin to think with my spiritual mind! Enforcing His Grace is food for the spirit. My spirit is elevated by reading these revelations and I am able to see what I need to do. Faith is imparted and suddenly I have the answer.

Joey B.
Boston, MA

Hi Juliana,

Well that was quite an evening. Marvelous! Really great! Today I felt different. It's hard to say just what the difference is but freer. I feel as though i'm on vacation. Something is not in charge of me anymore that was oppressing me. It includes giving myself permission to eat any of the foods I want to eat and drink anything I want to drink without reaction. I walked all around my neighborhood this afternoon and then, a little later, took the dog too . . . without any crutches or canes. I have been eating whatever I wanted all day and not taken any thyroid pills. I really do feel free in a way that I wasn't before and how lovely to be able to walk with a free stride. I know God is working His purpose out in both of us.

Love in Him.
Wendy Fleming
Lighthouse Point, FL

Dear Rev. Juliana,

You were absolutely on the mark! Thank-you. I reached out to Rebecca in the way you suggested, and it made ALL THE DIFFERENCE! . . . she's looking good, and more importantly being at peace. . . I know the power of God is at work here and I thank Him/Her profoundly. And you too!

Anita Emery
Culver City, CA

Today when I got out of bed this morning, the leg began to hurt again as it had before you prayed - no more, no less. I resisted it and prayed for others, and now it's painfree again.

During the night, well the wee hours, I woke up with stabbing pains in two teeth! They came and went fast. I again got into intercessory prayer, also in the spirit. They didn't come back. I was quite surprised.

I'm eating completely normally - by cultural standards, that is! - and digesting everything well.

So I have three things going: The digestion that was en route to being a total allergically debilitating condition (had it for years, including environmental), the thyroid (that had been reduced by radiation 3 decades ago), and the leg situation (which began, also, decades ago and progressed, steadily, crippling). I also have a back/neck problem that I'm taking authority over, and I have to say it is hardly an issue at the moment. It is more the neck than the back.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TIME YOU ARE TAKING WITH ME.

Love in Him,
Wendy Fleming
Lighthouse Point, FL

De-programmed from Religion

When you met me ten years ago I was depressed, crazy trying all forms of therapy, codependent, a liar, a thief with no (let me be real specific here) NO common sense, filled with hype, fire and brimstone from growing up in the church to the point people would run from me. I was the biggest phoney, a plastic shell of a person living a 'Great! life' tormented that there weren't any real answers, tormented to find the truth about God but I couldn't see myself. Didn't have a clue. I was deep in religion. I couldn't see what the "Church" had discipled me, crippling me into subconsciously. The "Church" life taught me to reason in self righteousness, condemnation, intellect, always justifying this shell of an identity with meaningless scriptures, bringing up the past to heal the present. My reality was taken from me by controlling and unconscious pastors.

Unfulfilled, empty, bitter, angry... I felt worthless. I, was the problem.

I want to tell you from the most sacred and deepest part of my heart how much you mean to me and how the divine revelations from your teachings have meant to me, how they utterly changed my life. I am eternally grateful to you. I have been blessed beyond words. I am healed. I am a different woman. There has been a miracle, my life is not the same.

It took many years under your guidance to become deprogrammed from the 'church control man made-Christian belief system.' I was healed through the divine miracle of separation of knowing who I am and knowing what I am not. Your teachings have given me sanity, common sense, health, knowledge, the ability to get up in the morning, to know who I truly am without doubt or fear or most importantly clarity not to fix myself but to go into the fire where God has met me every single time.

Over the years that I've had apart from your group meetings I run across that miserable shell of a person I used to be and just watch in amazement sometimes that that used to be me. I'm a functioning member of an artistic society now. I teach music lessons to young children three days a week and I sing & perform my trumpet professionaly. I'm not desperate for a job, I pick and choose the bands now. I audition them. God has blessed me. I don't have to hype people that I'm okay and a "Super person living a Fantastic life in a famous band." I have money to pay my bills, I'm not living off of other people anymore. I have grown in God. I have integrity. Just this past Monday I met with a bossa nova composer from San Diego who gave me two hours worth of original music with the artistic freedom to interpret and perform the material as I see it. Even change the words if I have to. Today, I can spot a con from a mile away and now I'm blessed with people in my life who honor me and treat me with respect, in this case musical respect. I haven't been in therapy for ten years. I don't need it. I don't want it. I was diagnosed as bi-polar and borderline personality.

I have no use for therapy. It didn't work.

I have been blessed with peace of mind. My mind was not peaceful before. I could not stand to be alone with myself in the room even if it was filled with other people.

Thank you, thank you for being a divine instrumental person to me. I will never forget you. You are a treasured person beyond words to me. Thank you for being there for me. I love you so much.

Your sister in Christ,

Jennifer

Dear Juliana,

My heart thanks yours for taking the time to help me open mine to live. The authenticity of your healing and reverence emanates from your voice, one only need listen.

With all gratitude,
Diane Weisst
Boca Raton, FL

Hi Juliana,

I have been doing really good and decided to not proceed with chemo and let God in my heart, and take my land back. Still working on the husband thing. I am taking off tomorrow to go to St. Louis for my 40th class reunion from HS and a little family reunion. I had my CEA done on Monday and got the results today. It went from 362 to 186. Just as you predicted-I was so excited. That was after your knowledge, my healing, the chemo and lots of prayers. I am so grateful. Thank you so much for enlightening me.

Barb

I was allergic to all foods and chemicals. I had been living in isolation in a trailer in the mountains of Tucson for three years. After reading 'Enforcing His Grace', I can eat normally again. I have gained power and my faith has increased sufficiently to negate deception and receive my healing. I am planning to return to civilization.

Anne Jacobs
Tucson, AZ

I could not sleep at all. I had not had more than an hours sleep in two years. I had been, in the past, addicted to sleep medication and then put on Halcion. I had to detox the Halcion-which created another series of problems for me and was horrified at the prospect of having to go back on any addictive medication. I am a vegetarian. I practice yoga and have a distaste for drugs. I was stressed out. I contacted Rev Juliana after a friend of mine got healed of her allergies. I had tried everything - and simply lied awake night after night staring at the ceiling.

Dr. Taylor took a completely different approach. I had been everywhere for help. She assessed my entire life and was able to discern where I was not taking care of myself-where my heart was troubled. The root of the unrest was revealed by the Holy Spirit. She suggested some changes in the way I was approaching my business life. I was not taking care of myself financially. In one week I received a 20,000 dollar check [that was owed to me] and shortly after a contract for a book I am now working on. I had to appropriate the first few days by faith without sleep-and then, just as Rev. Juliana suggested, the sleep came. I now sleep 9 hours a night. That might be excessive, but I feel like catching up. My life has changed, I am back in the flow of life- and I now know the voice of my own heart, when to stop, listen, and take care of myself. My peace has returned and the bags under my eyes have gone, I look 20 years younger.

Angelia
Naples, FL

I have been in ministry for 20 years. Since I became a 'Retailiator in Christ', my anointing to minister in the gifts of healing has increased dramatically. I have learned to enforce my grace! My ministry is now a place of divine healing. I am invigorated in the Lord.

Rev. R Combs
Laguna Beach, CA

Wow Thanks! I'm reading it. This is marvelous! I have already 'stepped out in faith' after the first few chapters, and walked around my house on my previously-impossible-to-walk-on (surgically treated hip) right leg! Yesterday this would have been unthinkable. Even this morning I was dragging my leg around. It still hurts but not like it did and I can walk straight! How well I identify with what you describe in this wonderful book, Juliana -- The sense of things never getting better - a presence of pointlessness, things compounding, health deterring you from doing what you know God wants, dragging around, aloneness, the 'why am I a victim?' and so on.

I'm up to just after where God's light entered you and you were healed. I want this entire system - in my life - of perpetuating debilitation absolutely ROUTED. It's stolen enough from me already. Your book is giving me hope! And I sure need it.

Wendy
Lighthouse Point, FL

I was so acutely environmentally ill I was unable to leave my house.
I could no longer eat or even take a shower.
Dr. Taylor and her team was willing to come over.
In one hour, one hour, Dr. Taylor had me showered, clean hair, using shampoo, out of my house [first time in two years] and at the local Mall walking around. I ate food at the mall. I ate real food-in a restaurant for the first time in years. No reactions!
My sister who was staying with me, taking care of me, was elated at the miracle, she was freed also, to live her own life.
I was able to begin the journey of taking my life back
Thank You Juliana.
I cannot say thanks enough.
Thank you and praise God for sending you.

Karen Y
Torrance, CA

This session was the closest I have ever felt to God.
The entire experience was incredible. I was lifted above my natural circumstances.
Dr. Taylor worked connected to God and connected to my heart-all in the moment- I never felt so protected so loved...
I experienced the love and grace of God or the first time in my life.
The conscious exorcism- removed negative thoughts and patterns from my heart and mind re-connecting me to an earlier time- when I felt one with God and my family again..
After the session, for the next week, I felt total peace and at one with the world.
I also had a physical healing. I had been having hearing problems, my healing has returned supernaturally, everyday it got better- for about 3 weeks, till it was done.
I can hear again.
Thank you Juliana for a life changing experience.

Sam C.
Manhattan Beach, CA

I had a bizarre session-
I did not expect to have my spiritual purpose revealed. I thought, I hoped I would have some healing of food allergies.
Dr .Taylor perceived that my immune system was being oppressed by my life’s purpose not being lived.
She called it a re-direction.
She believed God would meet me on my re-direction- there were things in my life that were no longer edifying to me, people and circumstances, that were draining my life force.
She cast these the root of these things out of my heart-gave them names of generational deceptions.
Inherited generational deceptions-
To be honest- I did not understand or believe in her theory.The next day I woke up,I felt like a new person, for the first time in my life, I felt spiritually connected.
It was enough of a change in my energy my thoughts, my entire being, that I decided to make the changes that she suggested.
She was so on- My life is forever changed.
If Dr. Taylor suggest something to you , take heed, there is power there, the power and wisdom of God. The re-direction experience is a natural realignment with the purpose and destiny of your spirit. It is a spiritual uplifting out of the natural baggage of life. Wow!
I have never felt the power of God so strong before not at a church, prayer or any other situation. Thanks Rev. for being the real thing.

Lilia S.
Santa Barbara, CA

I was diagnosed with arthritis, my hands were immobilized- having been an officer in the
Marines most of my life- this was a huge set-back for me.
I traveled the world trying to get help.
I spent two hundred thousand dollars to no avail. I could not move my fingers or hands.
Dr. Taylor listened intently to every word I said - I could feel her hear me- “get it,”
Then suddenly she laughed- laughed in joy-
She said I am not laughing at you- I have joy when I know the will of God- and feel healing power.
She looked into my eyes she did not lay hands on me-
Se looked into my eyes and told the condition -[the root of it] it was over-that it could not cripple me anymore, that it had no legal right on my life-I was God’s man, she commanded it to come out- in Jesus name I am not even a believer -
she said who I really am   knows all truth and is connected to God-she did that over and over again. She was taking to it. I would feel it respond to her words - my hands opening closing- something was opposing her words.
There was a battle going on in my unconscious,
I felt good, great, but my hands were still tight-
That night I slept better than I ever slept in my life- when I awakened, I felt my body go on fire- a heat, throughout my body- then it hit my hands-in a flash they opened and I was healed-one session.
I was healed in my own home w/o Dr. taylor even being there.
When I called her to give her the report- she said God doesn’t need me- I   cannot heal u- only He knows the battle u are in.
She suggested I go and play some basket-ball to take a little more power- this time by faith- I did - my hands are fine-never been better. My mind is in shock but my hands are healed.

Tommy P
Van Nuys, CA

Every once in awhile, in my life- I have encountered the real thing.
Rev. Juliana is the real thing in the healing world.
I felt as if I was dying, I could no longer eat food, had no energy or desire to go on.
I had been to every healer I could find, Benny Hinn, Joyce Meyers, all the big healing seminars-I felt nothing-
I had been to every Chakra cleanser- homeopath and clinic that I could afford.
Dr. Taylor moved me into her home- prayed and cast out deceptions daily for two weeks.
Then she said it’s time to move ahead-
She collected all kinds of junk food and foods that I was highly allergic to and said to eat I would be fine, it was time.
I ate all the food- she promised me if I reacted she would be there a simply”cast” it out-
To not fear. She had been casting out fear all week-different fears.
I had had an exposure to pesticides and never recovered, just kept getting more sensitive.
I ate, the exorcism was not needed. I was fine. I can eat again. I have energy to do my work and return to my family.
What can i say. I am eternally grateful. My energy is back and the toxicity from the pesticides is no longer an issue for me.

Kim
Ventura, CA

I had been traumatized in childhood by sexual abuse.
I was divorced and had started to date and was date raped.
I felt as if I were going crazy.
Rev. Juliana suggested it was more than the rape that had set me back so far.
I found that hard to believe I had been in therapy for over a year-working on re-feeling the trauma.
She listened to my story- Then she declared- it is not what u think it is-
There is a root of your problem-
She cast it out-
Then, she did what she called a “redirection,”
a seeing of my purpose and destiny, the will of God in my life.
My spirit witnessed her words- I knew it was true.
I did the things she suggested and my life is changed. I have my life back- i am not focused on the past or on getting healed- I am moving ahead- I am able to move ahead.
I wanted to move ahead before, I was unable to. Thank you Jesus
Thank you Dr. Taylor for your holiness in Christ.

Carolyn M
Newport Beach, CA

I had been depressed for as long as I can remember-
I was taking medication anti-depressants since I was 15 years old.
By the time I got to Dr Taylor I was 22 and out of faith for medical treatments.
My first session I felt better -I got hope back _ I felt maybe she could help me-
The second session was more exorcism- less talk-
I left high- felt balanced sane- no anxiety.
The third session was different- she confronted some of my beliefs system.
How I saw my depression- Then she did a redirection,- The redirection experience was astounding.
I felt as if God was loving me-giving me the blue print for life- as if I was getting a fresh start.
Dr. T called it the grace of God- the new moment a fresh start-
The exorcism opened the door to His grace being enforced- and the redirection sealed it!
Whatever, it worked. i have joy for the first time in my life!
At the end of my third session we both sat there and just laughed in God’s joy.
I am off my medication.

Derryl J.
San Diego, CA

I started drinking at a very young age.
My mom and father were both alcoholics, my grandparents were drinker’s too.
I had to drop out of college, I started adding pills to sleep and then to get up and could no longer function.
Dr. Taylor put me in her addiction recovery group.
It was there, that I experienced the love of God for the first time, it was the first time I experienced love of any kind.
With the power of learning that I was with people I could trust and the move of God, i am changed.
I no longer need alcohol and drugs, I have returned to school and am able to see my family w/o the old triggers and fighting.
I am not the same person, I believe I am now in the life, I was born to live- the other life was a counterfeit of God’s plan. I have been redirected to the will of God in my life.
Most importantly to me, I never felt judged or condemned like I did in other groups or in church. I needed to feel accepted by other human beings, and somehow DR. Taylor knew that was the ticket for me.
Each person in the group was treated as an individual not on some plan or some agenda-
No u have to do this or do that-it was personal, real, authentic-
I am loved and accepted.

David C
Westwood, CA

One leg was 2 inches shorter than another- That is fact.
I could not walk w/o pain.
Dr Taylor did not pray for me-
She walked with me around the block.I was healed-no pain-just remarkable really-
She did nothing. lol.

Wendy
Lighthouse, FL

I had panic and anxiety , was unable to connect with other people.
I was in constant fear-
Dr Taylor cast out fear- my mind went blank for a minute then peace came.
My anxiety was not from what I thought it was. Now, when I start to feel it [ anxious] I know exactly what it is- I am moving in a wrong direction, I have given power way, I have not taken care of myself and I need to redirect my life force to a plan of spiritual purpose.
I give God praise for Juliana she is a blessing.
Linda M. L.A.

I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer.
I was divorced- but my ex- kept calling me- I feltI had to speak with him or he would not support my child and I. I was stuck.
Even though he was involved with another woman he still taunted me-wanted control.
His calls would make me ill.
Dr Taylor felt this was my cancer-
We developed a plan on how I would handle these calls[ can’t share to personal]
It worked , I was no longer intimidated by him and my cancer is gone.
My last blood work was normal.
Thanks Dr T and thanks be to God

Evelyn L.
Boca Raton, FL

Thank you Juliana for healing my back pain- I can bend, walk, enjoy life.

Beth I.
Huntington Beach, CA

HI Dr. Taylor,
I don’t know if you remember me, I called you several weeks ago to do a session.
I live in Az. was going to fly into L.A.
We discussed my food and chemical allergies- I had no safe foods left- was down to peanut butter and tuna fish.
You suggested I read your book first.
I got it from your book.
I felt the spirit of God so strong, as if God was talking to me, the power of God came alive and I was healed.
I read it three times , the way you directed me to read it, each time was a different healing experience.
The third time, I read it just before I went to bed, cover to cover, the next day I got up and knew I could eat and I did . I have been eating whatever I want with no reactions for two weeks now.
If I feel a little fear coming up, I read a chapter and it always bows to truth and authority in Christ. His grace is being enforced in my life and I am very grateful. I know it was God that led me to you, thanks so much for being there and allowing yourself to be a vessel for His healing.

Cindy M.
Tucson, AZ

Dearest Juliana,
I have read many books that have promised healing, including Christian Science, Science of Mind and have studied and read the Bible old and new testament for years.
Your interpretation of God's grace and our power -was the first time I was able to understand healing at all.
How can you be healed if u cannot understand what is being said?

I don't think God wants to confuse us and be overly complicated.
Your book is sheer spirit!
Plain, direct, primal, goes right to the spirit and heart, without the
intellectual rat maze.
I went up light years. I am not the same person.
My spirit is high and I am no longer depressed.
I have been depressed for 8 years, my son was killed in a car wreck, and I was not able to get over it.
I am me again, I can think clearly again and have hope for life.
i knew it when I called u, it was in your voice, that you were telling me the truth, you told me to read the book first, then come in, if I still need to.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Nancy B.
Woodland Hills, CA

Juliana,
You were there for me, when the whole world dumped me, when I was crazy and no one could tolerate me.
You never had doubt that I would, could get well.
Your prayers on the telephone kept me alive, you never grew tired of me or disgusted or made me feel like an intruder, you always welcomed me with the love of God.
You were the only person that was not rejecting me in the world. Everyone had given up on me.
Somehow you understood, you really did , I knew it.
I am still walking out my healing, and God is meeting me at every step.
I could not be here w/o your love, reading Grace and God's redirection.

God Bless you,
Carl U.
Brooklyn, N.Y.

Hi Juliana:)

It's been so long since we've talked or seen each other. How are you ? I am led to write to you. I miss our friendship. I have faith that you are standing strong

When you met me ten years ago I was depressed, crazy trying all forms of therapy, codependent, a liar, a thief with no (let me be real specific here) NO common sense, filled with hype, fire and brimstone from growing up in the church to the point people would run from me. I was the biggest phoney, a plastic shell of a person living a "Great! life" tormented that there weren't any real answers, tormented to find the truth about God but I couldn't see myself. Didn't have a clue. I couldn't see what the "Church" had discipled me, crippling me into subconsciously. The "Church" life taught me to reason in self righteousness, condemnation, intellect, always justifying this shell of an identity with meaningless scriptures, bringing up the past to heal the present. Unfullfilled, empty, bitter, angry... I felt worthless. I, was the problem.

It took many years under your guidance to become deprogrammed from the " Religious Christian belief system." I was healed through the divine miracle of separation of knowing who I am and knowing what I am not. I met the real jesus. Your teachings have given me sanity, common sense, health, knowledge, the ability to get up in the morning, to know who I truly am without doubt or fear or most importantly clarity not to fix myself but to go into the fire where God has met me every single time.

Just this past Monday I met with a bossa nova composer from San Diego who gave me two hours worth of original music with the artistic freedom to interpret and perform the material as I see it. Even change the words if I have to. Today, I can spot a con from a mile away and now I'm blessed with people in my life who honor me and treat me with respect, in this case musical respect. I haven't been in therapy for ten years. I don't need it. I don't want it. I have no use for therapy. It's not even for the birds, it's a scam. It doesn't work. I have been blessed with peace of mind. My mind was not peaceful before. I could not stand to be alone with myself in the room even if it was filled with other people. Thank you Juliana, thank you for being a divine instrumental person to me. I will never forget you. You are a treasured person beyond words to me. Thank you for being there for me.

I love you so much

Your sister in Christ,
Jennifer

Faith in the new moment is your ability to walk into any situation and know God is in it! To trust in God for everything!
Enforcing His Grace by Rev. Juliana Taylor, Ph.D.

Do we really know how big we are?

How can we begin to imagine the power we hold within our very being?

My life has been a constant uncovering of my authentic self as I seek to open more deeply and bring more truth into my life and this world.

Often my life brushes up against me like the ocean’s waves upon the rocks. I softened as I choose to stand strong in the truth of who I am.

When I let go of what I think I know, I allow the waters of spirit to flow around and through me. Then the sharp edges of past fears wear down and formed in its place is the smooth and strong foundation, that anchors my connection to spirit.

I remember a book I used to read to my children that showed how everything is a house for something. Quite cleverly the writer and the artist created a story, which holds a very important truth for us all.

For example, a tree has many creatures that inhabit it, like chipmunks, squirrels and birds. Some of the residents take good care of their home, but others might have unhealthy habits – like pealing off the bark. These troublemakers can cause big problems.

It is the same with all the thoughts that I keep inside my mind. At any given moment my mind can be filled with thoughts or ideas that are not aligned with my heart. Yet I still let those thoughts live in me. Problems arise when I allow these thoughts to make up a story that keeps me from the truth of what I am right now.

Do we really want to let mistaken beliefs live inside our minds and hearts? Consciously and unconsciously, we have been introduced to and accepted thought forms from our ancestors that are based on fear. Consciously and unconsciously, we have bought into some false beliefs and have let them pull us away from our own spirit.

As we uncover and unblock ourselves from any limited ideas we have about who we think we are, life opens us up. We are so much more than what we see in the physical world. We cannot begin to fit our vastness into these little bodies and minds.

For years I lived a very sheltered life because of my chemical sensitivities. This experience proved to be a great teacher. It took me away from the many distractions presented by the outer world, and allowed me to begin to know and appreciate the inner world. Here I found my own heart. I found out how to hold my deepest hurts and fears. My spiritual purpose was waiting to be touched through my own awakening to who I really am. Without this experience I would not have discovered the endless source of gifts that can only come from within.

It is my responsibility to be aware of the thoughts I am thinking. Then with understanding and compassion, I can make new choices. It was quite liberating to discover that all my power is within me. All I have to do is acknowledge it and allow spirit to guide me.

Every day I have an opportunity to be more of myself, to live life without the fear that I am limited in this body in any way. How easy it is to forget that I am not this body. I am this powerful spirit that uses this body to live out my soul’s purpose. As I let myself be bigger, this body and mind make room for me to grow and become all that I came here to be.

Last night I met a woman named Juliana. In her gift to be herself and her unwavering ability to trust in spirit and allow the love of Christ to fully use her heart, she stood in allegiance to the light of truth with me. Her healing journey is so inspiring that you are uplifted just by reading it (visit www.EnforcingHisGrace.com).

She is the example of someone who is now living big in her spirit. She reminded me, on many levels, that as spirit we have dominion over every fear that has been deceiving us and keeping us powerless.

This is the way she lives. She serves as a reminder to us all to live life as if nothing has been taken away from us. As she likes to say, “take your land back.

So last night, after our session together, my friends Ann and Jamie and I decided to join Juliana and take our land back. ”On a Monday night we went to a local bar and ordered red wine and pizza! This is something I have denied myself for years.

I have to tell you, there was an aliveness within me and a knowing that nothing was holding me back tonight. No thoughts of “am I going to feel sick and tired in the morning?

Don't get me wrong, this event does not mark a change in my lifestyle or diet. This was an act of faith, to stand strong in my spirit and to know that nothing in this world has power over me.

I'm still laughing today as I write this part of my story. Who would have ever thought that I would choose to go to a bar to rise above my own deceptions? But last night I went beyond my limited beliefs. As I moved more fully into life, I saw that I could enjoy the tastes of this drink and food and trust in my spirit being my strength.

I'm certainly not saying to you, “go drink alcohol and eat greasy pizza and here is where you will heal your body. The truth is that I do not have to keep defining who I am by my past pain. It was for me, to pick up my swords of light and know that nothing in this world has power to bring me down. My spirit was strong, enforcing God's grace in me, no matter what.

Here I sit this morning feeling as good as if I had a carrot juice and salad. It really didn’t matter what I was eating. God is in me and is the only power that has dominion over anything my little mind could offer me. Juliana held that piece, yet another uncovering as I continue to walk in faith in every moment.

As Mark Nepo says inThe Book Of Awakening, faith is no more than the willingness and bravery to enter and ride the stream. The mystery is that taking the risk to be so immersed in our moment of living in itself joins us with everything larger than us.”

I am in gratitude to know that in a life of surrendering to God, I now am standing strong in this world as it is a place where I continue to move on and grow into more.

Today I raise my glass and toast to you dear God... my glass is filled to the brim with spirit. I drink this truth that reminds me that every sacred moment and God are One.

We can't always know what awaits us until we live it!
Blessed BE.

Breathe into your life.
Look around – see deeply inside.
Let yourself feel the pain of a wound that you still carry.
Feel the pain of keeping this wound open.

Listen to the thoughts that keep this part of you alive.
Are you ready to stand up and fight the battle within your mind?
As you breathe, feel a presence that holds you with compassion.

Take this moment to release the feelings.
See the thoughts that hide inside your pain.
You can uncover the lies that keep you powerless in this world.

What does your heart say?
Stand up and say NO to these words that keep you small.
Listen to your heart and say YES to a path that gives life.

You are the keeper of your own heart.
Take care of yourself
For you are made worthy in every moment.

Abide now in the house of your dreams.
Let your faith move you into life today.
Stay true to who you are
For here is where you join with all hearts.

As you choose to remember that God is your constant companion,
Allow yourself to be led by spirit.
Now, enter your life…

Frannie
Amelia, Fl

Just because you could

If I couldn't trust you, who the hell could I've trust?
If you couldn't give me a kind word, who could I have turned to for support?
If you couldn't love me, who the hell could have made me whole?

Shock, pain, bewilderment, fear smeared all over with tears and confusion in my spirit.
The throbbing pain and burning welts would have meant not, had I just had,
a hug or word from your heart, but there was not... with no choice or escape,
from your sick perverse game.

You belted me until your rage was gone,
delighted in my cries and useless pleas to stop...
I was just your irritation, no love, no mercy, no pity left to give,
and you kept belting me.
Shouting at me to "SHUT UP!"
Not that what I did, or didn't do was worthy of your rage,
and many times I didn't even know why
you belted me?, but you did!
...Just because you could!

Where was God? .... where was my guardian angel?
No siblings, family, friends or neighbors to save me
from your rage.
A helpless creature before a heartless, crazy wench.

No one was there for me, no one to tell or run to,
or just a simple hug, a hand to dry my tears,
but worst of all your unkind acts and words
dug deeper than the lash.

Violent acts that raped the whiteness of soul.
A blank canvass ready for the artist stroke,
You could have painted cheer and hope
Instead, you chose to stain me with your hate
Creating in me, your "Masterpiece of Fears".

Your strength, age and power were no match for me...
...hurting at my flesh, ripping at my soul.

*ME DAS ASCO! ... You haven't played fair!
You have abused and misused power.
Did someone beat love and compassion out of your heart?
Or you just chose to let them die?
Your heart could have melt away the pain
Instead you chose to freeze it like the ice.

Your twisted-sick games... only a sick soul can enjoy...
Like tearing the wings off a helpless butterfly,
Whose cries went unheard, as you crippled her
Just because you could!
Or taking the life of an innocent dog...whose owner's heart
you broke that day, who never knew
who caused his pain... Just because you could!

You rejected my love and affection
You pushed me away...
No kind words, no hugs of love and guidance...

Many nights how I wished I had never been born
Or that I'd been born
From the womb of the earth
Young heart aching for the soft embrace
of tender loving arms,
a hand to hold,
a gentle kiss, a kind word....
They were not there!
And yet I managed to survive?

I can not change the past, what I've lived
Suffered or cried...
Trauma and fear kept me in prison,
Like a sad, doomed unaware ghost, who's
Lost his way or notion of time and space,
Reliving his pain...'till shown the way,
The Light!

I choose today to change myself
To grow and use my voice
I choose to give up hate,
abuse or play your games...
I choose to have compassion,
To grow my spiritual wings back
To heal, to love, but most of all
To love Me.

* You make me sick!

grateful,

Luz

Another time another life

Another time another life,
we were two younger souls
cough in the same space
a tangled web
we didn't understand

As she struggles in the web
The poor fly does not understand
the spider's ways
"I couldn't kill like that", she says
and so a fly remains.

Time will clear the way
if you wish to grow
if you want to see
and rise above the fly's mentality
there is hope there is light

The fly will learn that
the poor spider may seem
evil, may seem cruel
and seems to have
the upper hand
but it's all relative
so momentarily

For power lays
in life and motion
rising above
that frozen state
of fear and blame

Waiting patiently
for an opportunity
to morph into
the next upgrade.

Juliana,

Thank you...you send out lots of love. It is really gracious of you to be a channel of God's love, healing and to give so much of yourself freely. I identify with you and I too love giving love and support in any way I can to those hurting.

Please excuse that ugly poem...it was an assignment to get it all out. I feel I did, and now I'm moving on with love in my heart. I wrote a second poem showing how people can be different I used the example of the fly and the spider. I was the fry but no longer wish to remain a fly (victim) but decided to morph into a higher thinking mentality.

You shed light when you pointed out that trauma keeps one frozen.

I hope you are doing well in all areas of your life. I send out lots of love back to you also. You are on my prayers and I will be eternally grateful to you. I thank God for having met you.

Funny how just a few minutes with you can make such change. I carry you in my mind and heart. I pray you can heal and enlighten many more people.

grateful

Luz

Move Ahead

Few days ago I read my horoscope
I read it just for fun, just because was there
The message it contained, I'd not expect to get
It got me by surprise, it filled my heart with glee.

The message was as such;
"You've been assigned a new angel"
I chucked a bit and marbled at the though
And so I went about my life
with happy heart and renewed joy.

I thought this angel sweet was
not of flesh and blood, not real
but just a fantasy, ethereal, ghostly,
brought from a different galaxy.

It was through the Lord that
I happened to read...
"Free healing for people in need"
I rushed to her door
with faith and new hope.

Her loving spirit greeted me at the door.
She prayed in new tongues
and with Your authority she commanded
all evil to move to the footstool of Jesus.

What Joy, what peace!
I hung dearly to every word she said
for I knew in my head this was
the angel of whom I did read.

My Father has said to move ahead
with each step I take, I show my faith
it doesn't matter if I make a mistake
He's loving power can redirect.

I thank you Father for this angel divine
for the words that she speaks
from your spirit they come.

Heavenly Father I have one request,
since this angel of flesh and blood is made
may your divine protection be upon her
each and every day!

Luz

When I met Juliana I was at the edge. There was no way to explain it other than that. Very few people come back from the edge for they go over. I am here to report that without Juliana today I would have gone over. Her ministry was my last hope.

I was a child of physical and emotional abuse. I was very sensitive and could discern energy which made it all the worst when I would deny this power in my life. But I would doubt my gifts constantly.

Thank God I trusted my discernment when I met Julianna. It was so great to meet someone who understood such high level of God's love, God's infinite intelligence I immediately felt safe to share my heart.

I tried all kinds of healing methods to get free from the torment, nothing worked. Most I found was all bogus. It felt like everything I tried was like someone treating a gunshot wound with a band aid. Nothing brought healing. When my pockets were empty and nothing worked I went back to the old Church. One more time. One more time..

Thats when I met Julianna... I had just returned to the same religious belief system that ruined my family. It was a miracle I still had faith in Christ after all that happened to me. Instead of calling Child welfare the Church allowed the abuse. It was the last place I should have been.

I can’t imagine that I once was so empty I had no place else to Go but the very belief system that created all this trama…
Everything I tried to get better just made me worst. More compromise. I had no idea. Within the first few months of returning it was clear my heart would not take any more. I really believed my time was up. I became even more codependent and even started to try to “save” the rest of my family while I had nothing left. Everyone agreed around me. That I was on the right path. It was surreal.

By the grace of God I met Juliana. She listened to my heart and casted out deception. Directed me back to my kingdom of God within. She was able to see the fire I had to go in to get healing.
Twenty years later I am a warrior of God. I have my soul back. I am a healer and direct others who are a victim of abuse back to the revelation that we are intact with all knowledge within… I am self sufficient out of codependency out of addiction and healed. I am in the image and likeness of God nothing has power over me.

Linda Butterfield